How could you like me? I mean I don’t even like myself. How could a guy like you, like a girl like me? Im not that confident in myself, it may be a turn off that Im not confident or I even that I don’t like myself but how could you feel that way about me when I cant even look at myself in the mirror & feel even remotely pretty without all my makeup & cover up. I mean I feel as if I have the most nastiest face ever. People tell me that I’m being over dramatic but I don’t think so, I hate myself so much I think everyone is lying to me when they say I’m pretty or beautiful. I don’t have the perfect flawless face, I have acne & scars everywhere, I have premature wrinkles & bags under my eyes at the age of 17. I don’t have perfect eyebrows, I cant even keep mine tame, I have stretch marks everywhere, I’m not at least 120 lbs I’m way higher than that. I don’t have a thigh gap between my legs & my arms giggle they’re so ugly & gross. You take off my clothes & you see me as a person in a body that I never wanted. I see all these perfect girls without acne or acne scars & they look flawless even without makeup & their skinny & perfect & beautiful & when I see those girls I ask myself “Why did I even try this morning?” And thats how I practically feel about myself every day. So why? Why do you like me? Why do you feel the you feel the way you feel about me?!?! Huh? Why? I want to know?!? & even if you do tell me all this nice stuff I still wont believe you because I hate myself so much that I don’t believe anyone. Not even if the person I love tells me.
